How did I get here?

I'm back to writing this has to be some kind of record for me! I can't help but sit here and think about all the decisions I made to get here at this point. Right now I'm sitting in my car with a beautiful boy in my back seat and I'm waiting for my wonderful baby girl to get out of her kindergarten class. Wow how amazingly bless I am. Yes I have been struggling with things lately such as stress and change but the lot. Has blessed me and my family in amazing ways. We are here, we are strong, and we are together. How much more can I ask for? I know I complain a lot and I need to stop so this is me trying. The lord has blessed me to be where I am at right now. I have an amazing group of friends right now. People I think sincerely love and care about me and my family. And I can honestly say I love these people equally. I have a husband that works hard and loves the lord and will serve and love others with his whole heart. My kids are amazing, beautiful, talented, and a blessing to me every day. So I'm look at all the hard and crappy things we have had to endure and be grateful