Bugging

So here is my rant for the day..…I'm so unbelievably sick of people having disregard for anyone else's hardship or schedules! So sick of it. Everyone in this life has a cross they carry. So please do not add to that load. You do not want to be that person that makes that load unbearable for that individual.
I try hard make others load not as heavy and try to avoid making others lives harder(hence the blog rant)
There are some people in this world who add unnecessary stress on themselves and others! This I don't understand. I don't usually reveal a lot of my personal struggles or trails but in saying that we all have them! Elder uchtdorf said
"Let’s be honest; it’s rather easy to be busy. We all can think up a list of tasks that will overwhelm our schedules. Some might even think that their self-worth depends on the length of their to-do list. They flood the open spaces in their time with lists of meetings and minutia—even during times of stress and fatigue. Because they unnecessarily complicate their lives, they often feel increased frustration, diminished joy, and too little sense of meaning in their lives."
There are so many who do this. I admit I've been guilty of it a time or two. We all need to realize what is important. Slow down and think. Think of not you but others!!! We need joy and happiness in this life. Everyone deserves to be happy. Everyone needs to stop pulling people into their craziness to find their importance. Don't make others suffer. Most people try really hard to help one another but those who don't ........please stop.

Running

I've found that in my life I am always running. This month was definitely a running month. So much to do so little time. My neighbor Ivan will be leaving a month from today to go on a mission. Even though I am excited for him I know this will totally change things. He has been awesome helping my kids have stability in our crazy world right now. He is always the go to babysitter because my kids love him with all their little hearts. This will rock their world and they will miss their best bud.
Wade and I have callings that demand out attention a lot and we try to do our very best and feel like we are going a little crazy. With callings you feel like people and driving over you a lot and when you are trying to help its not appreciated. I love my calling and wade loves his and we are very honored to be able to serve in the capacity that we are.
Shaylies school has made some interesting choice and has forced me to make decisions for the future that I'm not ready for. It's a super long story but I can't seem to get the administration to talk to me so I might be moving her next year. Ugh!
Wedding stuff has begun. We have started with a bridal shower last Saturday. It was so cute and will be going up on my partydimetime.com soon. I'm excited for all the festivities but also am overwhelmed with all that is coming up. I love them both and am excited.
There is so much going on that this is
literally only half of it. But I'll need with this. I love my grandma with all my heart and she is not doing very well. I know her age but I still am not ready for her to leave us yet. She is an amazingly tough and powerful person. I just am not ready for this. Well the time is coming faster than I like. I love her.
Well with everything there is one thing I know. I love my Heavenly Father. And i know he has a plan for me. This is why I'm not freaking out. I know he is there.
That's all for now.