Running

I've found that in my life I am always running. This month was definitely a running month. So much to do so little time. My neighbor Ivan will be leaving a month from today to go on a mission. Even though I am excited for him I know this will totally change things. He has been awesome helping my kids have stability in our crazy world right now. He is always the go to babysitter because my kids love him with all their little hearts. This will rock their world and they will miss their best bud.
Wade and I have callings that demand out attention a lot and we try to do our very best and feel like we are going a little crazy. With callings you feel like people and driving over you a lot and when you are trying to help its not appreciated. I love my calling and wade loves his and we are very honored to be able to serve in the capacity that we are.
Shaylies school has made some interesting choice and has forced me to make decisions for the future that I'm not ready for. It's a super long story but I can't seem to get the administration to talk to me so I might be moving her next year. Ugh!
Wedding stuff has begun. We have started with a bridal shower last Saturday. It was so cute and will be going up on my partydimetime.com soon. I'm excited for all the festivities but also am overwhelmed with all that is coming up. I love them both and am excited.
There is so much going on that this is
literally only half of it. But I'll need with this. I love my grandma with all my heart and she is not doing very well. I know her age but I still am not ready for her to leave us yet. She is an amazingly tough and powerful person. I just am not ready for this. Well the time is coming faster than I like. I love her.
Well with everything there is one thing I know. I love my Heavenly Father. And i know he has a plan for me. This is why I'm not freaking out. I know he is there.
That's all for now.